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These Damn Zealots :iconhardxcorepunk:hardxcorepunk 1 0
Standing Still, Alone, Forever and Always
There once was one, then two, then three that blossomed on my genealogical tree.
Then three, then two, then one and none remained ceasing all there was to be.
Chiseled there upon the ashes, war was made, such vicious clashes.
Then one, then two, then three battles rose to single out the masses.
Fighting and bowing and flames embalming, one was left to bear the howling.
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Bowing towards dictatorial pyre
Praying for the seraph's choir
Only to find no higher spirituality, no plane of celestial being
Struggling to find that answer, a promise of permanent binding
No more hiding behind and cowering
How empowering, though the faith is misleading and once more beseeching
Screaming through the whiplash
Flinching and retreating through the back and forth notion of hope
Yes, he chose the rope, she the drugs and he the drink
The pain flows through this ink and honestly it's different now than it was before
The aforementioned fact does not disguise the steady uniformity of that which was before
Though in recent years I've wished for more instead of the same old chores from this war
And there have been glimmers of hope
And there has been that binding
And there has been the sound of joyous singing
But it's frayed, it's weak
I continue to seek for that which wasn't there before, a door if you will, to release me from my inner turmoil and scars
To find that celestial b
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What if I was young again?
What if I gave in?
What if I did everything I could to break you in?
What if you're my everything
Just sitting in your skin?
What if I would give my breath
Just to breathe you in?
The smell of your skin resonates
In my cranium and it sedates
Making the pain swell at a minimum
The maximum more close to home
At the base level, in my blood
Running rapid as a flood under boiling hide
Skin flushed red and speechless
To the nerve endings it reaches
Paralyzing, starving leeches
Each time starting over
Subjected to the bleaches
I'm running out of slates
To decorate with seething hate
So for you I sit and wait
And I haven't even met you yet
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I was born to live anywhere but here
So don't worry, I won't be around forever
Staying near I'm swallowing stones
To keep from gnashing myself between teeth
Figure eight losing streak
Provided things stay the same
Throat scraped raw and hoarse
Zero shaped racing course
Intricate insides coiled, retracted
Constricted self defense enacted
Solid skin you pasted on
You gave it up and took it all
I won't be around forever
Won't waste the air around
Your space, just in case, because I wasn't good enough.
That's fine, that's okay
Because I know I won't stay
I couldn't stay anyway
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R9A Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2016
Thank you for the favs! :halfliquid:
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Compliments of the QCC Art Gallery :)
JocelyneR Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2015
Thank you so very much for the faves, Kaela!   :iconflyingheartsplz:
hardxcorepunk Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
;) (Wink) 
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thanks for watching :D
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*Free Icon/Emote* Fancy Pusheen 
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Thanks for the watch, much appreciated :)
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Thank you for the fav! :halfliquid:
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Aww aint it cute 
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